When all projects merged into one big cause, larger than anything else Elias had experienced before... And what happened after.

18.2 - Today was again a sunny day. I woke up nine after a night of nightmares. They were not scary but I remember I moved around in my be a lot. I ate breakfast and read some for the EU seminar. The seminar was ok. The teachers were, as always, arguing when they teaching together. So the final triumphant opinion or view is impossible to know. We got our essays. I got a C2 and was disappointed. It's satisfactory, but I don't like it. I have to arrange and appointment to discuss the mark. From there I walked to the stair building. The labour law seminar was not held due illness. I studied for a while in the Law workshop. Anyway I don't have much for this week to read. I walked to the QM and bought a copy of The Guardian for 30p. I met two Greeks on the stairs and talked for a while. From there I headed to the benches on the uni hill. I read my paper and there met Kirsty. I talked for a while and then walked home. I ate lunch after some guitar playing. Then Marco, Fernando, Samuel and me talked for a while. Since then I have been in my room taking care of social matters.

12.2 Was a day of hard studies. I studied for the International Law. I started with the articles. In the evening I watched the Blood Diamond(It was horrific) and red some lovely poems from the "En poet kan man hitta". It's written by Swedish-speaking children from a school in the West of Finland. Frida and Nathalie gave it to me.

13.2 Was a also a day of hard studies. I continued with my interesting articles about how lawyers perceive globalisation, in comparison to social sciences and economics.

14.2 On Thursday I had my normal lecture in International law. After the lecture everyone except Fernando walked to Lidl. We bought stuff. Two hours later we came back. At 10 we walked to primary. I socialised some flowers from Kelvingrove park and gave them away not to be prosecuted. After the Primary me, Fernando, Asko and a whole lot of Spanish people walked to the Art School. A club I've never been to. It was great. There I met the Greek people and an American girl. I walked home with Fernando in the middle of the night.

15.2 The heating was not working this morning. My room was cold. I got up and spent the day doing something I forgot. I went to Cheesy Pop and it was as bad as always. I walked home before everyone else.

16.2 On Saturday I hanged around and talked with my family. At 5 we and Marco walked to the city centre and I bought a guitar. It was a great guitar, first I tried two very bad ones. Later that evening Clara and her two French friends came to our flat with Iva. Conrad came also. We had a agreeable and civilised night.

17.2 On Sunday Uishge Beta I studied for my Monday courses and played footbool in the park. I scored a lot but we lost. I went with Clara and her French friends and Mathieu to the Uisge Beta(?) There I mate some film-makers. We listened to live music and it was nice.

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20. 2 Hello! again. I saved the earlier stuff as a draft and here is more. Today, I should have studied, but I didn't. Anyhow I have done meaningful stuff. I woke up 10 and had breakfast. I re-read an article for Thursday lecture and played guitar. I continued to uni after my lunch of tomato soup and bread with pate and cucumber. At uni I collected some stuff for the EU course and picked up my EU-essay. I walked to the library and was supposed to read more articles for tomorrow. I didn't and studied guitar-boogie videos on Youtube and translated Swedish poems into English. The poems were written by children from 6- 12 year old children in a Swedish school. Frida and Nathalie gave me the book. At 5:30 I walked home and made fresh home made hamburgers. After I had a tea and recited the poems I was going to read.

At 8:05 I arrived to The Tchai Ovna. I told Robbie and Tom I had stuff to read. I was the third to read for the audience of 20 people. I was nervous but not insanely nervous. I read my four or five poems first in Swedish and then my translations. That is how I made my world premiere in poetry reciting. I am proud of this. Now I only have to start writing my own stuff.

I walked home via the Goat to see if my flatmates were there. I didn't see them so I walked home. Now is now.

19.2 Tuesday. I woke up 9 and ate breakfast and did some choirs. Clara called me and five minutes I was outside waiting for them. So Anaelle, Annie, Clara and me walked to the Botanic Gardens. It was a cold and crisp morning. We had a look at the green houses and the squirrels. Then we hurried home because their plane was leaving. I said good bye and returned home. I recorded music until four. Then Conrad came to my room and we left for the Carling Academy on the South Side. We were going to buy tickets for the Editors concert. The ticket office was closed so we walked to the ticket office in the central station. The gigs were sold out. We walked from there via Sainsburys to uni. We met Iva on the way. At uni we attended a lesson about the challenges Africa is facing in the 21st century. I provoked one professor. That is always good. One of the speakers gave us a bottle of wine. We walked home, that is Raul, a Finnish girl, Conrad and me. I ate a sallad with mozzarella and the other vegetables, hehe. Then I watched the Blood Diamond for the second time and wrote an email and went to sleep.

Now I am going to the Goat the see Clara and the Crew.