11.04.2020 Saturday

Woke up at a bit over six but fell asleep again and woke up at 09:40, which is unusual based on by recent sleep patterns. I went to the store and bought milk, oranges, bread, jam and a melon. Now going to have coffee and eat breakfast. Blog updating time.

When I was biking yesterday I was thinking about life. Should you try to document everything or not. Is it my autistic behaviour? Why document everything, when a lot in life is not interesting. That's one question. The other question is how much should you document what happens in your head and how much what happens around you. There is a lot of secret stuff happening in your head. I will think more about this so that I do smart stuff and don't need to feel bad. I am also thinking about habits and I have been able to resist some crappy ones. Like reading the news (headlines) all the time.

10.04 Friday

Woke up early and had coffee. Bought two croissants on the way to the office. I edited on a video about us going to Norway. I had a realisation - editing a catchy clip for people who are not actually interested in the topic is a completely different thing compared to a reflecting documentary. Also to make something for yourself as a memory was also be much more detailed and slow than something you make for others. Except your parents, or my parents, or my mom. She adores everything I make (except my webcomic Kirkkonummi).

We biked home and had a veggie soup made by Maria. I checked some houses and some auction prices. That's Elias. I went to the new mall Tripla and bought chain oil. Almost all shops were closed and at the station they were announcing train cancellations. It felt like something was going on.

In about 3 hours and 10 minutes I biked 70 km. I biked north, west and then back south. It felt good. It's how I cleanse my body, mind and soul. My father applies the same technique. On the way back I stopped in Lidl and bought groceries. On the way home I saw a dead person on a tram stop. Two ambulances with men dressed in white and with face masks. The body was covered under a sheet. We had dinner at home, lamb meat and rice. We watched the last episode of Bad Banks and watched three episodes about people in self-reliance.  I should write something about that short series.

9.04 Thursday

I woke up early again. Coffee shower and out. I biked to the post office and got my share certificate that the bank had mailed me as I no longer owe money to the bank. Strangely, I didn't feel that much. I biked to work and worked on the Norway clip. For lunch I biked home again and ate pasta. Then back to work where I continued editing. At 7 we broadcasted our second show. One hour and I feel we still look for what to do.  I bought some old fish on the way home for 1 euro and we fried it and it taste like Spanish tapas.

8 Wednesday. Same as above. Also editing Norway clip. We had sushi take away and it taste quite good (not super good) as we had eaten home food for three weeks. More editing at the office. I went to Lidl for snacks and at 7 we broadcasted for 1,5-2 hours. That's a completely new thing and exciting but it doesn't feel like that. Funny.